So I know it's been a long time since I've been able to keep up with this blog So...that is why I'm going to stop writing it until further notice. It's just that I seem to have conquered the quitting. I really haven't had a craving in months, and while the smell of cigarette smoke still smells good to me, I no longer have strong cravings or any desire to smoke. Interestingly enough, I just got out of my Pulmonary Exam today where I ruined a pair of pants by sitting on a Slurpee, and found out that my breathing test results were inconclusive as to wether or not I have asthma, however another rescue inhaler was prescribed, and yet another exam was scheduled. Amazing. You'd think after 3 doctors appointments, 3 ER visits and 1 pulmonary specialist visit, I'd be able to find out if I friggin' have asthma! But no... I understand this is how they make their money but it's just KILLING ME. Tell me already! Tell me tell me tell me! I've had 3 breathing exams and they can't tell me a thing yet?? What is wrong with this picture? Anyway,... aside from bitching about the medical treatment I've received, I'd also like to thank you all for following me on this journey of quitting. I understand it's a lifelong thing...and I'll never be able to have another cigarette ever again... but it's been very important to me to feel like i have support in my life, and it really means the world to me that you all cared enough to read this. So, thanks for reading, and all your warm wishes and words of support. It's really been great.