Okay I've done it. I've turned into one of those people that tells you they're 5 minutes away but really they're 20 minutes away. I've been going through the hardest time I've had in a long time so please bear with me. I'm putting the blog on hold for...a little bit but I promise you two things. One, I have not and will not smoke a cigarette, and Two,... I will be back. I promise. Anyway, I hope you're okay and just know I'm not giving up.